Undeserving

My heart so sore it cries 

You feel the pain
Take away the fear, its insane
I promised no more lies

I need your trust
I am Worthy of love
Unconditional and respect
Like from above

Why do u still doubt me
Why do u still hate
I am beautiful and pure
Not a fearful , but happy fate.

Your words hurt
Like knives in my gut
For I have been  good and worthy
How dare u make me a slut ?

My loyalty, pure hart ...

Thrown away like trash
My light shines brighter
Why do you make me crash!

Don't know how to stop it
Why can't we just love a bit
Darkness dooms your heart you see
Thyself - less angry can be !